Wednesday, February 5, 2014

missing you

miss this smile....this love

I miss you so much Christian. I don't really have anything else to say. I wanted to send this message upto you in heaven. I love you so much and miss hearing your sweet voice in the morning. I miss your arms around my neck. I miss you asking me to play Star Wars with you. I miss reading you Star Wars books. I miss making you hot cereal in the morning. I miss laying and watching movies with you in bed. I miss the feel of your fingers on my arm. I miss cuddling under a blanket when its cold. I miss your heart and your love and your cheekyness. I miss watching you play air guitar on your stomach. I miss watching you sing to the songs you loved. My heart has this space that doesn't know what to do with itself. It was such an important space that is now empty and nothing else can fill it. A void that will exist until i can hold you again in paradise.