This is the ongoing story of our five year old son's battle with stage 3 Rhabdomyosarcoma in his abdomen. He recently earned his wings and entered the kingdom of heaven. He is full and surruonded by God's glory. He is our little hero and an amazing example of the adversity that children can overcome. God is our Healer, now that medicine is done, GOD will begin. All the glory belongs to HIM
Friday, November 8, 2013
The last self portrait you took - love your eyes…..so beautiful and healthy
Its November 8, my birthday. My first birthday since 2007
without you. Last year you proudly handed me a bouquet of flowers as I made my
way downstairs in the morning, but this year there will be no flowers from you.
I will never forget how a few days before my birthday last year you brought
down your wallet from your bedroom, dug your hand into the change section and
pulled out some coins. You placed them in my hand and told me to buy whatever I
wanted for myself. You were the kindest soul I have ever met and I know you
would have given me the world if you could have. Instead I used the money to
put together this picture of us and I will never forget how we spent our last
I don’t have much today say today. Just another day that should
be a celebration of life but will in fact be a day that I miss you more than the
last. I am so grateful I have a video of you telling me you love me and singing
me happy birthday. I know you will sing to me from the heavens and rejoice in
every smile and laugh I can muster. I miss you so much; there are no words to
describe it. Looking through my photos tonight I can see how many great moments
we had together, some amazing ones at Disneyland and Florida but some of the
most special moments we shared were just you and I hanging out in bed together.
You and I enjoying the safety and love of each other’s company, you and I will
be connected forever, until we meet again in heaven.
I love you and miss you all the way to Hoth and back.
Today I am thankful for
1.my videos of Christian
2.Joshua smiling at me (nodding when I asked him
if he had been talking to you)